Lullaby.

Klip ini adalah kesinambungan kepada teks yang ditulis sebelum ini. Sekiranya anda tidak mampu tidur jadi cubalah untuk melakukan sesuatu sehingga mengantuk.



Cubaan mencipta lagu tidur sendiri. It's the beginner's short lullaby.

Yang berakhir dengan diriku yang berjaga dari malam waktu tertidur pada pukul 8.00 pagi itu.

--ending yang kurang kemas akan diperbaiki kemudian.

Help Him To Sleep.

Either it’s a misconception or a rarity, you can still grab a soft pillow and lay your head onto it without thinking of the nuisance that normally keeps people awake throughout the night. It’s an inconvenient moment but the truth is your body can never easily rest without clearing your mind and turning off the internal dialogues. The routine doesn’t work that way.

Sometimes, there are no words to describe how severe can it be, having the state of mind with no peace. In making no claim to be a paragon, you have to endure the nightmare with great fortitude. Have you ever wondered how brains can contain all of the memories of our deeds and sins of our past? Notably the sins and mistakes that we’ve done, not even to our greatest strength to think of our personal lapse with equanimity.

Something that human really weak at is to let go of the past. Every so often, let bygones be bygones phrase is just getting hard to be implemented.

Even a feckless person has a dream.

To live normally, to rest and to remain calm despite the emotional distress. In reality it should be simple. Even an end has a start, and a dream has to begin with a ... sleep.

(A friend of mine has criticised the other friend’s blog writing for trying too much on the meaning of his text. I feel that I am trying too much too to make this happen but hey, we can never blame anyone for pushing too hard, can we? It’s the effort that counts).


--Peluk bantal peluk untuk keselesaan diri lalu tidur mengiring ke kiri.

Impromtu.

Sometimes it’s hard to realise, either you’ve just being carried away by compliments/flattering remark or simply overlooked the criticism. Conversely, it gets easier to drift away from the unconsciousness really when you feel that the world leaves you in a state of in dire needs of helping hands.

Dated back in 30th May 2009,

“You stare at things without having any input crossing your mind shows that you live in agony. Having life that is not according to the proper path may shatter the dreams that once you live your life with.

You might think that you are bigger than the world and the world smiles at you when you are on song but the truth is there are bigger shots you just have to look at. Effort is for us to exert and to make ourselves better than yesterday.

Reputation is temporary, determination is priority. For people like me who live in agony through the view of these eyes and from the body who feels, please wake up and place yourself to where your feet should be.”

Self-motivation, for people who stare their own eyes meaninglessly in front of the mirror.

Rambut Richard Ashcroft.

Oh God, I’m enduring the phase of listening to a single song over and over again. I know it’s a cliché to post something about love because day by day you can always find someone who can tell you a better definition of love. But hey, in a view that’s the beauty of it. Every single of them has their own interpretation of their affection for something whether they have the courage to convey their own version wholeheartedly or just keep it to self. Unfortunately, in my case here is particularly not for something but someone.

In the name of having trouble in expressing the tenderness towards Love.




Richard Ashcroft – A Song For The Lovers. As the frontman of The Verve, most people regard his voice sounds better live than recorded. I first listened to this song 10 years ago and on global charts it was on no. 32 at that time. It’s a sheer pleasure to resurface this song back.

One of the comments from a viewer on Youtube :

“I love this video because it presents a typical situation in which you are home alone or somewhere alone and you feel like someone is there too. You feel as if you were not completely alone, but you are indeed and you check every room, turn off the music or the TV, turn on the lights.I mean maybe it's a common situation or maybe I'm just crazy.”

I could not agree more.

Certainly, the presence. Love, wherever you are, I’ll always feel you.

(Oh well, you could say something about the epic ending of the video, still this video will always be one of my favourite videos ever.)





Loving the live version better.


--Usaha untuk menyimpan rambut panjang seperti Richard Ashcroft selalunya berakhir dengan kegagalan tahap miserable.