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Cubaan mencipta lagu tidur sendiri. It's the beginner's short lullaby.
Yang berakhir dengan diriku yang berjaga dari malam waktu tertidur pada pukul 8.00 pagi itu.
--ending yang kurang kemas akan diperbaiki kemudian.
Help Him To Sleep.
Either it’s a misconception or a rarity, you can still grab a soft pillow and lay your head onto it without thinking of the nuisance that normally keeps people awake throughout the night. It’s an inconvenient moment but the truth is your body can never easily rest without clearing your mind and turning off the internal dialogues. The routine doesn’t work that way.
Sometimes, there are no words to describe how severe can it be, having the state of mind with no peace. In making no claim to be a paragon, you have to endure the nightmare with great fortitude. Have you ever wondered how brains can contain all of the memories of our deeds and sins of our past? Notably the sins and mistakes that we’ve done, not even to our greatest strength to think of our personal lapse with equanimity.
Something that human really weak at is to let go of the past. Every so often, let bygones be bygones phrase is just getting hard to be implemented.
Even a feckless person has a dream.
To live normally, to rest and to remain calm despite the emotional distress. In reality it should be simple. Even an end has a start, and a dream has to begin with a ... sleep.
(A friend of mine has criticised the other friend’s blog writing for trying too much on the meaning of his text. I feel that I am trying too much too to make this happen but hey, we can never blame anyone for pushing too hard, can we? It’s the effort that counts).
--Peluk bantal peluk untuk keselesaan diri lalu tidur mengiring ke kiri.
Sometimes, there are no words to describe how severe can it be, having the state of mind with no peace. In making no claim to be a paragon, you have to endure the nightmare with great fortitude. Have you ever wondered how brains can contain all of the memories of our deeds and sins of our past? Notably the sins and mistakes that we’ve done, not even to our greatest strength to think of our personal lapse with equanimity.
Something that human really weak at is to let go of the past. Every so often, let bygones be bygones phrase is just getting hard to be implemented.
Even a feckless person has a dream.
To live normally, to rest and to remain calm despite the emotional distress. In reality it should be simple. Even an end has a start, and a dream has to begin with a ... sleep.
(A friend of mine has criticised the other friend’s blog writing for trying too much on the meaning of his text. I feel that I am trying too much too to make this happen but hey, we can never blame anyone for pushing too hard, can we? It’s the effort that counts).
--Peluk bantal peluk untuk keselesaan diri lalu tidur mengiring ke kiri.
Impromtu.
Sometimes it’s hard to realise, either you’ve just being carried away by compliments/flattering remark or simply overlooked the criticism. Conversely, it gets easier to drift away from the unconsciousness really when you feel that the world leaves you in a state of in dire needs of helping hands.
Dated back in 30th May 2009,
“You stare at things without having any input crossing your mind shows that you live in agony. Having life that is not according to the proper path may shatter the dreams that once you live your life with.
You might think that you are bigger than the world and the world smiles at you when you are on song but the truth is there are bigger shots you just have to look at. Effort is for us to exert and to make ourselves better than yesterday.
Reputation is temporary, determination is priority. For people like me who live in agony through the view of these eyes and from the body who feels, please wake up and place yourself to where your feet should be.”
Self-motivation, for people who stare their own eyes meaninglessly in front of the mirror.
Dated back in 30th May 2009,
“You stare at things without having any input crossing your mind shows that you live in agony. Having life that is not according to the proper path may shatter the dreams that once you live your life with.
You might think that you are bigger than the world and the world smiles at you when you are on song but the truth is there are bigger shots you just have to look at. Effort is for us to exert and to make ourselves better than yesterday.
Reputation is temporary, determination is priority. For people like me who live in agony through the view of these eyes and from the body who feels, please wake up and place yourself to where your feet should be.”
Self-motivation, for people who stare their own eyes meaninglessly in front of the mirror.
Rambut Richard Ashcroft.
Oh God, I’m enduring the phase of listening to a single song over and over again. I know it’s a cliché to post something about love because day by day you can always find someone who can tell you a better definition of love. But hey, in a view that’s the beauty of it. Every single of them has their own interpretation of their affection for something whether they have the courage to convey their own version wholeheartedly or just keep it to self. Unfortunately, in my case here is particularly not for something but someone.
In the name of having trouble in expressing the tenderness towards Love.
Richard Ashcroft – A Song For The Lovers. As the frontman of The Verve, most people regard his voice sounds better live than recorded. I first listened to this song 10 years ago and on global charts it was on no. 32 at that time. It’s a sheer pleasure to resurface this song back.
One of the comments from a viewer on Youtube :
“I love this video because it presents a typical situation in which you are home alone or somewhere alone and you feel like someone is there too. You feel as if you were not completely alone, but you are indeed and you check every room, turn off the music or the TV, turn on the lights.I mean maybe it's a common situation or maybe I'm just crazy.”
I could not agree more.
Certainly, the presence. Love, wherever you are, I’ll always feel you.
(Oh well, you could say something about the epic ending of the video, still this video will always be one of my favourite videos ever.)
Loving the live version better.
--Usaha untuk menyimpan rambut panjang seperti Richard Ashcroft selalunya berakhir dengan kegagalan tahap miserable.
In the name of having trouble in expressing the tenderness towards Love.
Richard Ashcroft – A Song For The Lovers. As the frontman of The Verve, most people regard his voice sounds better live than recorded. I first listened to this song 10 years ago and on global charts it was on no. 32 at that time. It’s a sheer pleasure to resurface this song back.
One of the comments from a viewer on Youtube :
“I love this video because it presents a typical situation in which you are home alone or somewhere alone and you feel like someone is there too. You feel as if you were not completely alone, but you are indeed and you check every room, turn off the music or the TV, turn on the lights.I mean maybe it's a common situation or maybe I'm just crazy.”
I could not agree more.
Certainly, the presence. Love, wherever you are, I’ll always feel you.
(Oh well, you could say something about the epic ending of the video, still this video will always be one of my favourite videos ever.)
Loving the live version better.
--Usaha untuk menyimpan rambut panjang seperti Richard Ashcroft selalunya berakhir dengan kegagalan tahap miserable.
Chance.
Dated back in 29th May 2009,
“Sometimes you feel good. Sometimes you feel bad. It’s just simple as that to describe the norm of this life.
I feel that I'm rich because there's no use to spend more than I should. I feel that I'm poor because I think I'm lack of advice.
I'm such a talisman for my team because there's no one-man glory. Yet, a talisman needs all the teammate's courage to be in a match-winning side.
I'm an educated man because I read book just enough. Somehow I feel I'm dumb as a man can be knowing myself lack of actions compared to the knowledge gathered within.
I made right decisions to set the path but I have myself to blame not to look in front while walking straight to the path I chose.
I have enough faces to look at as they are such important persons to me, but I haven’t got enough love for them as I let love fade away for the wrong sides.
I always aim for the sky because it makes me feel high in spirit. I always seek for the stars but never get myself shine as a gem of a man I should be.
Somehow I tell myself there's nothing wrong being imperfect. There's way above right being ordinary.
But I always tell myself you are not that perfect. There's nothing wrong being ordinary unless you do hard-fought battle to keep yourself survive. I've kept myself awake with these words and I will end up contented closing these eyes telling myself "you are everything you are. You are someone to the world regardless the flaw you have. Just put some more effort to where you've left yourself behind."
Now it’s good to have a good rest. It’s good to give myself a chance for tomorrow."
(Teks diambil daripada ruangan nota Facebook. Pada waktu tersebut penulisan pada Facebook adalah nukilan secara spontan, cubaan menghunus kata pada medium berbeza).
“Sometimes you feel good. Sometimes you feel bad. It’s just simple as that to describe the norm of this life.
I feel that I'm rich because there's no use to spend more than I should. I feel that I'm poor because I think I'm lack of advice.
I'm such a talisman for my team because there's no one-man glory. Yet, a talisman needs all the teammate's courage to be in a match-winning side.
I'm an educated man because I read book just enough. Somehow I feel I'm dumb as a man can be knowing myself lack of actions compared to the knowledge gathered within.
I made right decisions to set the path but I have myself to blame not to look in front while walking straight to the path I chose.
I have enough faces to look at as they are such important persons to me, but I haven’t got enough love for them as I let love fade away for the wrong sides.
I always aim for the sky because it makes me feel high in spirit. I always seek for the stars but never get myself shine as a gem of a man I should be.
Somehow I tell myself there's nothing wrong being imperfect. There's way above right being ordinary.
But I always tell myself you are not that perfect. There's nothing wrong being ordinary unless you do hard-fought battle to keep yourself survive. I've kept myself awake with these words and I will end up contented closing these eyes telling myself "you are everything you are. You are someone to the world regardless the flaw you have. Just put some more effort to where you've left yourself behind."
Now it’s good to have a good rest. It’s good to give myself a chance for tomorrow."
(Teks diambil daripada ruangan nota Facebook. Pada waktu tersebut penulisan pada Facebook adalah nukilan secara spontan, cubaan menghunus kata pada medium berbeza).
Guidance.
The Negligent always told a tale of how he survived the catastrophe of downward spiral that had happened to him. Unfortunately, he told it to himself. It was the kind of whisper that lingered in his head over and over again. He did not know how to handle it but without whichever sincerity to himself he behaved well in front of his acquaintances. However, he did not know how to express and lately he misbehaved. He kept thinking the consequences but he could not find the solution amid the loud noise within. The laxity has caused concern to himself. Yet he still could not fix them.
The Negligent knew himself too well. He recognized the potential that he possessed but deep inside his fragile heart he was just vulnerable as anyone could be. He was far from a finished article. He was completely aware that he has been given the responsibility to lead the line, at least himself, for every burden that he held.
The Negligent could never blame anyone for his quest to gain supreme failure.
For whatever method he used he seemed to forget that he was just an imperfect human being, in learning the triviality of being rebellious has cost himself a fortune.
Yes, being rebellious and egoistic had cost The Negligent a fortune and he forgot about that really, and the word guidance.
--Sedang mencari kerja sambilan pada waktu cuti.
The Negligent knew himself too well. He recognized the potential that he possessed but deep inside his fragile heart he was just vulnerable as anyone could be. He was far from a finished article. He was completely aware that he has been given the responsibility to lead the line, at least himself, for every burden that he held.
The Negligent could never blame anyone for his quest to gain supreme failure.
For whatever method he used he seemed to forget that he was just an imperfect human being, in learning the triviality of being rebellious has cost himself a fortune.
Yes, being rebellious and egoistic had cost The Negligent a fortune and he forgot about that really, and the word guidance.
--Sedang mencari kerja sambilan pada waktu cuti.
Sekadar Celoteh Ringkas
It’s been a while since I fought myself hard to avoid disillusionment. One concerns desires that are mainly acquired through learning, such as the need to achieve, to attain prestige or even to amass possessions. It’s a biological hunger and thirst to succeed guided by the aggression. However, there are times that these phrases do not stay in line with our modest passion. There are obstacles to go through and we could end up advice ourselves again how to overcome them.
Once again I want to highlight one of my ancient posts. Aha. Did I just mention ancient? Well, who could believe I could write this. Not even myself, in my most inspirational dreams. Honestly when you are into engineering you are going to partially lose your writing skill.
Dated back in 10th September 2008,
“Daripada nota-nota Power Electric yang sibuk ku tenung dari tadi memang tak dapat aku sangkal esok merupakan salah satu bahagian episod kelulusan subjek yang tidak pernah ku telaah secara telus.
Terbukti dari kotak ruang pembelajaran yang suci lg kondusif ini(secara kontranya)memang selesai separuh hari aku melengkapi diri dengan segala peluru jawapan untuk dilepaskan esok hari.
Tapi ironinya..(mengapa segala-galanya mesti melibatkan ironi?Tetapi mengapa segala perbuatan menjadikan ironi sebagai penyudahnya)..
Oh2, lekas saja dengan ironi kerana banyak lagi post menanti untuk ditatap mereka di ruang buletin yang semakin universal dengan post2 yang lebih kepada "saya tidak tahu hendak buat apa.Saya rasa hendak post buletin untuk hilangkan kebosanan".
Sedikit sebanyak seperti yang sedang anda santai pada post ini.
Lupakan saja ironi.
Baik tidur saja.biar hari-hari esok datang tanpa perlu berfikir. Tanpa ironi. Tanpa setiap perbuatan perlu difikir kesan dan implikasi.
Hati terang atau gelap seperti tidak aku kisah lagi.Fikirlah saja hari esok untuk diri sendiri. Memang gaya kehidupan masa kini. Sampai masa jatuh tersungkur perlu diri bangun sendiri.”
Pessimistic?
Frankly, I feel so relieved to read this post back. Actually, it reminds me not to fall back. It was not a bed of roses to contain the expression and emotion of not fulfilling others’ expectation. I think most of us are having the common dilemma but that is the challenge we have to face optimistically. This post really strikes me a chord the importance of trying hard and to exert the effort to solve the conundrum of life, without being pessimistic but still in pace with where we should head to according to the path chosen.
Ironically, this is no illusion. Think hard. There is no obstruction to it.
Mindless means soulless.
(Teks dari Myspace di atas masih lagi dikekalkan keasliannya untuk rujukan tentang sebarang perubahan pada diri daripada aspek penulisan)
Once again I want to highlight one of my ancient posts. Aha. Did I just mention ancient? Well, who could believe I could write this. Not even myself, in my most inspirational dreams. Honestly when you are into engineering you are going to partially lose your writing skill.
Dated back in 10th September 2008,
“Daripada nota-nota Power Electric yang sibuk ku tenung dari tadi memang tak dapat aku sangkal esok merupakan salah satu bahagian episod kelulusan subjek yang tidak pernah ku telaah secara telus.
Terbukti dari kotak ruang pembelajaran yang suci lg kondusif ini(secara kontranya)memang selesai separuh hari aku melengkapi diri dengan segala peluru jawapan untuk dilepaskan esok hari.
Tapi ironinya..(mengapa segala-galanya mesti melibatkan ironi?Tetapi mengapa segala perbuatan menjadikan ironi sebagai penyudahnya)..
Oh2, lekas saja dengan ironi kerana banyak lagi post menanti untuk ditatap mereka di ruang buletin yang semakin universal dengan post2 yang lebih kepada "saya tidak tahu hendak buat apa.Saya rasa hendak post buletin untuk hilangkan kebosanan".
Sedikit sebanyak seperti yang sedang anda santai pada post ini.
Lupakan saja ironi.
Baik tidur saja.biar hari-hari esok datang tanpa perlu berfikir. Tanpa ironi. Tanpa setiap perbuatan perlu difikir kesan dan implikasi.
Hati terang atau gelap seperti tidak aku kisah lagi.Fikirlah saja hari esok untuk diri sendiri. Memang gaya kehidupan masa kini. Sampai masa jatuh tersungkur perlu diri bangun sendiri.”
Pessimistic?
Frankly, I feel so relieved to read this post back. Actually, it reminds me not to fall back. It was not a bed of roses to contain the expression and emotion of not fulfilling others’ expectation. I think most of us are having the common dilemma but that is the challenge we have to face optimistically. This post really strikes me a chord the importance of trying hard and to exert the effort to solve the conundrum of life, without being pessimistic but still in pace with where we should head to according to the path chosen.
Ironically, this is no illusion. Think hard. There is no obstruction to it.
Mindless means soulless.
(Teks dari Myspace di atas masih lagi dikekalkan keasliannya untuk rujukan tentang sebarang perubahan pada diri daripada aspek penulisan)
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